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Post by xx - Former Phoenix Fight Club on Aug 11, 2018 22:35:59 GMT -5
So basically you're just drawing this out to simply humiliate me even more than I've already done to myself with my own actions... I was wrong Justin. It's been over for a while now. Nothing is being gained by any of this now. When you demonstrate you understand what you did wrong, Brock is gained. When you just repeatedly say, "I was wrong" and never mention what you feel you were wrong about, you are continuing to show that you do not know what you did wrong. Just that you think you are supposed to say you were wrong so we can move on. That is not it at all. I want to know what you think you did wrong, and when it's clear you understand, Brock is yours and we move on. If you are unable to, Brock hits the auction block, and we move on. This is not, nor has it ever been about "humiliating" you. If you are embarrassed by your actions, cool. You objectively should be. But that is not what this is about. It is about me knowing you know what you did so we don't ever have to do this shit again. If you don't know what you did, there is no guarantee it won't happen again. I'm a reactionary person Justin... And you know this all too well. If you want to continue on this diatribe of humiliation, which it is, then fine. However, I will not kiss your ass nor will I exalt you for anything, in an shape or form. I went off because of our past history, mostly, and unfortunately, you expect me to change my behavior but there's no expectation on your part to change at all, which does need to change too man. That's the troubling part to me. In any event, what I did wrong was as follows: 1) I did not cross-reference the site to see there were two different threads as I was on my phone. My fault. 2) I started attacking Justin and calling him names, which was in the wrong. My fault. 3) I ignored threats because I was already engaged due to Justin's responses. My own damn fault for not taking a step back. I do understand how this spiraled out of control and it is my fault for how it went down. I've paid my penance, and I do need to take a step back when things get heated like that cuz things really aren't always as they seem all the time. |
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Post by xx - Former Phoenix Fight Club on Aug 11, 2018 22:39:44 GMT -5
The ENTIRE point of this whole thing is that it should never happen again. The way I can best guarantee that is by ensuring you know what you are apologizing for. Apologizing because you think that is what I am looking for from you is not the answer to the problem we have here. It should never happen again, I agree with that. I'm not apologizing because it's what you want, nor would I. You know better than that. |
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Post by xx - Former Phoenix Fight Club on Aug 11, 2018 23:01:28 GMT -5
And, to be perfectly honest with you The Sandmen... If you didn't believe me after our voice convo the other day, where I actually thought we had an understanding, then there was really nothing I could say or do here that needed or garnered any of this. |
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Post by The Sandmen on Aug 11, 2018 23:14:26 GMT -5
I'm a reactionary person Justin... And you know this all too well. It is not my job to babysit you from yourself. Control yourself. It's what adults do. And, to be perfectly honest with you The Sandmen... If you didn't believe me after our voice convo the other day, where I actually thought we had an understanding, then there was really nothing I could say or do here that needed or garnered any of this. You were drunk as fuck on our voice call, you agreed to 4 points per, then an hour later, you said we had not resolved it, you said you were going to do 2 points, and if I did not accept that, you were going to quit. You kept yelling that long after I said no, until I was asked by a third party to terminate the call because you were yelling and waking up your neighbours. But in any event, though most of these last 3 posts are still part of the problem and continue to show you have learned nothing, you have also re-capped a large part of the issue, and I expect, therefore, that you understand it. Brock is yours, at a cost of 4 points to each team. Please do not let this shit happen again, and stop when asked to stop. Thank you. |
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Have 9 points in celebration of this monumental achievement!